Tuesday, July 17, 2012

weird laugh

nothing can explain what I feel right now....
tired,annoyed,sad,being motivated(a bit),too focused(or ignorant?),envy,neglected,cheer my self up,and so on....
somehow I feel that luck doesn't want to come to me....
meanwhile I want to end it soon and go away from that place as fast as I can....
but why chance seems so far away?
I did many mistakes,I know....
perhaps this is the result because of those wrong things that I did....
still,I want to pass this annoying circumstance soon....
may I have that luck?

 

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

this?that?

helloooooo I'm back!! :D :D :D
oh ya,,there were sooooooooooo many events happened during my holiday(eww??)
actually I shouldn't call it as holiday because I have to finish 2 important things during the semester holiday season...hyak!! :p

first,you know lah ya saya harus rampungin itu yg namanya skripsi.sedikit curcol boleh lah yaaa,, :p (curcol po ngeluh ki???).jdi gini,saya sdg stuck and in between of ambugious situation.the schedule goes back to the unclear time again,so I have to be yaaa a little bit a sugar coating person in order to "encourage the lecturer" to revise and advise things that I had done so far.see, not only students who are supposed to be encouraged!!haha :p...yhaaaa sdkit ngemis gpp lah ya DEMI selesainya ini skripsi,since my topic isn't sophisticated or even the marvelous one so I have to be a bit taugh in encouraging and assuring the lecturer.hahaha!!! :p

second is about ummm how should I call it,some kind of students' conference project I think. nah, this one becomes one of the "test" to finish my first responsible. since the project looks like a conference, everything should be in well-prepared,so I have to prepare this and that and these and those and whatsoever in order not to ruin anything on the D-day.aje gile program rodo abot kalo nggak ada persiapan yang semacam baik sekali iso dicuthat saking program'e kula.hehohehoheho!!but the most interesting part of this program is that by joining the program I can get MANY THINGS that I haven't had or known before. starts from the vision-mission-philosophy-and consistency of my univ,then characters of each member,dealing with some of important but annoying people,until the problem which previously I didn't know and I don't want to know. sooooooooooo many and interesting.jadi nggak sabar nanti pas disana-nya kyk apa :)

actually there are tons of things happened, but the hottest and the most up to date from me ya cuman itu tadi.hehohehoheho,,basi yes??[embeeerrr!!!],,cuman yaaa begitulah.intinya excited tapi jg mak-ngeeek(??) gitu... :p,,yah semoga habis ini bisa cerita2 lagi dan sharing2 lebih banyak :)

see you!!
tot ziens ^,^